I don't always have my shit together

I have friends who often tell me "you're always so happy and positive all the time. You really have your shit together".

I often think really? am I really that person? Do I always seem to have my shit together and know what i'm doing all the time? Does anyone really have their shit together all the time? I may seem like I always have my shit together, but sometimes I don't. Some days it will be 7am and here i am thinking is it bed time for my little bipolar baby yet?

Some days I love nothing more than being a mum, some days its like would you just give me 5 minutes to myself instead of feeling the need to climb all over me like a crazy kid! Seriously this kid seems to think I'm his personal tree and would rather climb all over me than play with any of his toys or play on the floor. Seriously buddy do you know what personal space is? what that's a no ok go ahead continue climbing all over me......

The thing that really keeps my shit together is my most amazing mothers group! We literally talk every single day. I talk to them more than i talk to my pre baby friends. I never planned on actually joining a mothers group, it actually scared the shit out of me. All i could think was why would i want to make new friends with other judging mums. Boy was I wrong! These girls are not like that at all we don't judge. That support net work is exactly what you need when your a new mum! Once a week we catch up let the babies go wild on the floor while we eat cake and drink large cups of coffee!

We talk about anything and everything there is no limits when it comes to these girls! Its also amazing for our kids to grow up together and develop relationships with other babies. Brandon has already found his first girl friend in Edie whos just the cutiest little girl you will meet! I can understand why he has eyes for her! They are just so sweet together! Hannah should we arrange this marriage already?

So basically i wouldn't have my shit together most of the time if it wasnt for these amazing girls i have found amazing friendships with! Someone once said to me Friendships are born when one person says to another "What you too? i thought i was the only one!.
Let me tell you that is so true when it comes to these girls! I am very lucky to have found such amazing supportive girls who we have definitely all bonded from day one! I count my lucky stars every single day!